I feel sick !

I was just eating painkillers . it would probably kill me if I'm not eating it ! thanks to my roommate for looking after me very well and for gave me the medication .. today, I ate three pills including painkillers . I cant stand it anymore . I feel like vomiting and I cant breathe like normally ! ishh .. feel sorry to my roommate .. I cant smile .. I just keep quiet .. only nodded and shook head when asked .. sorry mate ..

And tonight I had a meeting at Pusat Islam .. I'll feel guilty if I dont attend that meeting .. I was one of the members who organized the meeting .. what they would think if I did not attend the meeting ?? *sigh*